I just wanted to mention my brother Brian played a big part in a dream I had the other night. He wasn't actually in the dream, but he was the person I was looking for in the dream. Don't think I actually found him... but it was one of those types of dreams where you're going from place to place looking for something or someone. I was looking for ( Read more... )

Hi Aunt Kathy,

I just wanted to thank you for the email. Yes, the file for Brian's memorial video was very big. It took our computer a while to show it all too.

It's been very hard losing my brother Brian. He was such a nice guy and we never really got to be with each other too much over the past few years. Two different holidays in the US over the ( Read more... )

I wanted to say that I was playing Pink Floyd in the car, which reminds me of my brother Brian.

Deb has made arrangements for Brian. We were going to be there with them in Massachusetts, fly over... but instead we will just do it virtually.

The plan is to later meet in Arizona with Deb and the boys, at my father and Darlene. This will be in March. We then will go to Washington state and scatter some ashes in my mother's grave there.

I have not ( Read more... )

Someone at work reminded me I had complained about a sore left arm last Thursday as I was leaving work. Half joking at the time maybe it was the start of a heart attack. (It wasn't)

That was right about the time that Brian was probably having his cardiac arrest thousands of miles away.

Was that a sign?

My brother Brian passed away yesterday after a cardiac arrest while being driven to the hospital. Deb administered CPR to save his life but after a couple days on life support in the hospital, he made no recovery of his neurological activity.

We will miss him. A thoroughly good brother.

I lit a candle just now and then went to throw the wooden match into a candle jar as I was hoping to light both with the single match.

Just before dropping the match in the jar, I noticed a little tiny flame already in the jar, getting bigger. I dropped the match in, the flame grew a bit and it joined with the match flame... then both went out ( Read more... )

I've been burning stuff in the back yard this afternoon, thinking about my brother in the hospital. He is on life support but has not regained any brain function. Saying goodbye to him. Burning things a lot.

We've been burning lots of candles today. Waiting for an update.

I stayed off work today. We got a call yesterday about Brian's health. Will be getting an update later.